COMPLETED

• The Elegant Universe, Brian Greene
• The Fabric of the Cosmos, Brian Greene
• The God Delusion, Richard Dawkins
• Time Travel in Einstein’s Universe, John Richard Gott

IN PROGRESS

• A Short History of Nearly Everything, Bill Bryson
• Perspectives on Free and Open Source Software, MIT Press
• The Portable Atheist, Christopher Hitchens

YET TO READ

• Flatland: a Romance of Many Dimensions, Edwin Abbott
• God Created the Integers, Stephen Hawking
• Revolution: a Manefesto, Ron Paul
• The Cognition of Basic Musical Structures, David Temperley
• The Quotable Atheist, Jake Huberman
• The Selfish Gene, Richard Dawkins
• The Trouble with String Theory, Lee Smolin
• The View from the Center of the Universe, Joel R. Primack and Nancy Ellen Abrams
• The World is Flat 3.0, Thomas L. Friedman

AP Biology: 4 - Not bad. Actually, I was rather impressed seeing as how I guessed on a lot of the MC and had no clue about two of the FRQs. I’m not too phased that I got a 4 instead of a 5 because I really didn’t study all that much for it. I get no credit from MIT either way, so this was more of a “how much did I learn this year without last-minute cramming”.

AP CompSci A: 5 - Total ego boost. I had so much fun taking this test - it was the only one I actually felt focused enough to do well on and was confident in my answers, so I’m glad my final score reflected on how much I really enjoy the subject!

AP English Literature: 5 - People over at CC said that only about 5-10% of the students who take this test actually get a 5 on it. I was rather surprised - to me, the two English exams (Lang/Lit) are the easiest of all the AP exams. I was really proud of my essays, although the second one was really hard to respond to. I’m fairly sure my very in-depth response to question #3 (I used the novel Moderato Cantabile, which I had actually read in French for French Lit prep, but no one needs to know that) was what really secured my 5. I’m happy there.

AP French Literature: 4 - didn’t really study for this class, didn’t really want to take this exam, but hey, a 4 is pretty good! I know exactly what happened too - my MC sucked. My essays I knew were fairly good - the poem and novels they asked us to respond to were some of my favourites, so I wrote quite a bit. But I do know that my MC was really bad because there were some questions with terminology I didn’t even know the English equivalents of, haha.

AP US Government & Politics: 2 - after that string of 5’s and 4’s, I was hit with this bomb. I was seriously shocked into submission. I cannot imagine what could’ve happened to cause this. With the information that Mr. Tabor has given us, there is NO reason why I couldn’t have at least PASSED this test. Sure, the FRQs were really iffy, but I know I at least answered two of the four fairly well (especially the one on economics, haha). I felt really confident on my MC questions too, so I guess that was false hope. Sigh. One of the ONLY tests I could have gotten credit for, and I land myself a 2. There is just something about life that isn’t fair.

My AP Physics C and AP Macroeconomics scores aren’t out yet, since I took late-late testing for those. I’m expecting a 2 on Physics C and a 5 on Economics, but who knows. After that 2 on Government I’m not sure how good my prediction skills are anymore.

For those who have read the manga before, here are the name equivalents:

• Momo - Xiao Tao
• Toji - Dong Si
• Kairi - Ah Li
• Sae - Sha Hui
• Goro “Gigolo” - Lu Wu Lang
• Misao - Ah Cao Jie
• Ryo - Ah Liang

1) Characters
First off, I think Vanness Wu fit Ah Li’s character perfectly to a T. He was playful and cool, just like Kairi was meant to be, while still retaining a very warm and open personality. Momo’s characterization irked me at times, because for the most part Xiao Tao acted as if she was worried all of the time. Her facial expression very rarely changed much, and when it did it seemed almost forced. Dong Si as Toji was very bothersome at times because for the most part he acted like a stupid dolt. Perhaps it was just because of his appearance or the way he manipulated his body, but Dong Si’s actor often made it seem as if Dong Si was confused, desperate, or just downright petrified. Sha Hui was PERFECT; I was extremely happy that they didn’t screw up my favourite character, and Ah Cao Jie was a perfect representation of Misao, although she was bolder and more loudspoken. Lu Wu Lang was every bit the character he was meant to be. It’s a pity that everyone was done perfectly except the main character and her first boyfriend. Truly a pity.

2) Set and filming
A lot of the filming seemed very amateur - many awkward angles and static camerawork made it almost boring at times. Other than that, though, I really enjoyed the “wishing tree” idea that they created. The carnival was terrible, though - I would have much preferred Dong Si break up with Xiao Tao on the top of the ferris wheel than on a merry-go-round. That made it almost childish and really haphazard, in addition to adding to the weird camera angles.

3) Music
The theme song for this series is complete and utter love, I must admit. I found myself listening to it for hours on end. It’s got several versions that are in use throughout the episodes - piano and musicbox and orchestrated. The ending song isn’t as impressionable, but the theme song is definitely something that has found a permanent place on my playlist. Another very nicely composed piece would be Sha Hui’s theme (at least, that’s what I call it - it plays whenever something critical is happening).

4) Plotline compared to the manga
I’m really happy that they decided to stage it at a college instead of a high school, and I really enjoyed the “wishing tree” that they used. It provided a nice way for the “rumor” to get around. Speaking of that, I really loved how at the end Xiao Tao mentions the “turning rumor into truth” line. It provides a nice wrap-up to the series and brings us full circle. As I said earlier, I hated the merry-go-round breakup, and an important part of the manga - Momo’s trip to the beach, Kairi going through the rain to find her, and Momo/Toji getting back together. I realize it would have probably made the series too long and been harder to produce, but I still loved that part. They also left out Sae’s romance with Kairi’s brother, and Misao/Ryo’s “romance” isn’t discussed. In fact, they took an interesting turn by saying that Ah Cao Jie had a pregnancy. Sha Hui never falls in love with Ah Liang, and it really sucks because in the end we never get to see Sha Hui’s redemption. I enjoyed the fact that in the manga Sae eventually helps Momo and Kairi get back together, but in the TV series I feel that Sha Hui didn’t get -any- of the goods in the end, which is a bit disappointing seeing as how she’s my favourite character =/ In a way, though, it also garners pity for her, especially in the last episode when she becomes so disappointed to learn that no matter what she does, Dong Si will never love her. “I would’ve given those photos back in front of Xiao Tao, if only I knew you loved me, so I tested you. Turns out the only thing you did all this time, taking care of me, being nice to me, that was all for those negatives!” Poor Sha Hui. Everyone who watches the series always cusses her out and says she’s a despicable brat, but I think she’s one of the more delicate and complex characters that deserves more love.

Meh. I guess I didn’t have that much to say about this series as I thought I did, haha. There were some episodes (ex. the one following Dong Si’s breakup) that dragged on FOREVER, while some of them seemed to go by almost too quickly. Either way, an interesting view at an alternate interpretation - each of the media have their good points, but I have to say I like the manga slightly better, hehe.

Next up: Love Story in Harvard (Korean)

I don’t enjoy unwanted sympathy, so I definitely don’t go looking for it either. And the more negative posts I create on my blog, the more of a nuisance it is to read my opinions and reflect thoughtfully on them. I really and truly hope that in the future I can just live for the sake of living and not worry so much about the little trifles that may afflict me from time to time. After all, it’s nothing to feel down once in a while - there are plenty of people out there who have the right to truly complain about the quality of their life, and I have no right to be imposing upon them. There are so many people who suffer from disease, hunger, lack of education, cult practices, etc. If anyone should be entitled to complain about how bad their life is, or how much they hate their present situation, it would be them.

In short, I suppose it’s really frustrating at times for me to keep a positive outlook on life, but I suppose I’ll have to try my hardest. I have already successfully pinned down the main reason why I can’t get anything done - I’m not focused enough and I often stray from the path of things that really matter, getting caught up in superfluous and materialistic activities. If only I could focus purely on the things that matter most in life, then I could enjoy it to the fullest. As you may recall from a few entries back, my top priorities are documenting life, technology, SnM, fine arts, and education. More than anything, though, I believe the act of documenting my life is the one that I enjoy the most and would love to continue doing even if the rest eventually fade away.

So, in retaliation to my previous lament earlier today, if the summer is too boring and I feel I don’t have anything to do, then I suppose I’ll have to make things to do! Laundry list time, hehe =) And for once I won’t bother my readers with the details.

Earlier today, however, I was contemplating the idea of creating a separate site for my written works, similar to what the owner of Verbosity.net has done. I’ve played with this idea the entire day in my mind, and I keep on getting the urge to go ahead with this idea, but I know deep within my heart that I’ll simply lose interest in it over time. After all, aren’t all of my blog posts already “written works”? Haha =) It seems things work this way a lot of the time with me, however. I often get grand ideas that I really wish to pursue, but I know, regretfully, that I will eventually lose focus and discard the ambition.

Perhaps it’s best that I just stick with the things that I know I will never give up. Like continuing to prod at technology, produce Sekai no Melody, and doing what I do best - blogging and expressing my opinions! Until next time, enjoy life.

“Hmm. So I have to list out a bunch of stuff I want. Let’s see. I wouldn’t mind getting a few more Pullips… a few of these CDs and DVDs… maybe another laptop. New headphones and microphones. I wouldn’t mind a few more pairs of earrings for my collection. I would love a complete set of Giant Microbes. I would love to collect a bunch of Tamagotchi for the lulz. While I’m at it, I’ll throw in some hardware reference books and some astrophysics books and maybe some other stuff on audio production, web design, and general programming. Oh, I’d love a Blackberry.”

Then I’ll stare intently at the list.

And stare some more.

And then I’ll realize that Pullips are overpriced, I could easily torrent the CDs and DVDs, I don’t need another laptop, my current headphones work fine, my current mic works fine (*cough* itsoundsmuffledinlinuxsoimstillusingitunderwindows *cough*), I already have over 100 pairs of earrings, I only really like the Flu plush of the Giant Microbes, Tamagotchi’s are WAY overpriced and I suck at taking care of them, I could easily torrent the ebooks, and I’m still getting mixed reviews on the Blackberry.

So uh. I really don’t know what I want for my birthday. Most of the items I brainstorm are just novelty items - things that won’t matter in the future and don’t really matter that much now, they’re just a luxury. The only items I would seriously have need for would be the laptop, Blackberry, and peripherals, but I don’t think my parents are up to getting me more technology items. They probably think I’m obsessed enough as it is. I would ask for a desk calendar or a poster calendar, but they don’t make the ones with the Jpop/Cpop idols until November, and I never use those since I just got a new, gorgeous, handy planner ♥

So yeah. Vivi’s birthday 2008 wishlist:  SURPRISE ME. with something good -_-